Howdy! Just using this space to get creative this Thanksgiving. I think listing to Episode 19 got me going so after many years here is another entwined first - A poem I hope you like it.
Time isn’t negotiable
Not once able to wrangle that steer
Begging for its life, murdered and irreplaceable
Drowning in wet blistered fears
Nothing can change, nothing will change
I knew you once upon a November
But
After an eternity of knowing you
And loving you
My love, my heart, my everything lays dismembered
An artery of excitement, severed
Smells of metal, welded, burnt, and hopeless
I hurt. My heart tethered
Endless puddles chunky with feeling
Everywhere and yet nowhere
I choose time, not despair
But time isn’t mine to give
And it definitely isn’t my time to heal
So, I will wait until forever
Until forever
I will wait, I will forgive